Bhante Sujiva and these insight stages keep haunting my sits like I’m secretly checking progress instead of paying attention. It is just past 2 a.m., and I am caught in that restless wakefulness where the body craves sleep but the consciousness is preoccupied with an internal census. The fan hums https://emiliovsgsa.tribunablog.com/haunted-by-bhante-sujiva-and-insight-stages-i-notice-myself-tracking-progress-instead-of-sensationsi-sit-down-with-bhante-sujiva-s-insight-stages-in-my-head-and-end-up-watching-progress-instead-of-mind-53618772